Sick of This

i'm sick and tired of all these games. These games you try to feed me but it feels the same.
- Queen Paranoia, Slapshock

I'm sick. Not because of whatever but because of a fever. Grabe ang lamig, nakakahina ng immune system. From December 28 till now, may sipon pa rin ako. Mawawala, tapos bumabalik pa rin.

What about this sickness?

Nakaka bad trip. Nakakapanghina, nakakapanlambot, nakaka bobo, nakaka walang gana. Tamad na nga ako, natritriple pa dahil sa sipon ko. Gusto kong umabsent pero hindi ko naman magawa. Kung gagawin ko kasi yun, mas mahirap for me.

What made this feeling worse is that i feel like... (emo) parang wala akong mahingian ng help. I want to rest but i can't. I need help, but i don't know to whom i should ask or what kind of help do i really need. Gulo.

175 Case Digest
PI 100 Reading of report
198 Draft
ABAM
Angkan

It makes me feel a little relieved whenever I list down my "deliverables" - responsibilities, ok.

I want to graduate now!

Perhaps tomorrow, or next month, basta sooner.

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Naisip ko bigla how fotunate i am to have something to look forward to. Graduation. In a few weeks, graduate na ako. Apart from this, i am also looking forward to having my own money - working in a prestigious company. But after graduation and after being hired as a management trainee, what else could i look forward to?

Scary.

Last Semester

2nd sem AY0809, my supposedly last sem in college, doesn't seem to be exciting at all.

First off, Bacbacan 2 (Inter-BA org sports fest) is on Monday and... we're not ready. Not to mention back aches and... oh God. Basta nakaka stress mag lift, mag practice every night (though hindi naman ako palagi umaattend), nakakapagod overall.

I never liked Bacbacan 2. I dunno. Maybe because it is always scheduled too early, like only a few weeks after the start of 2nd sem. Eh feeling ko bakasyon pa rin ako. Bwisit. Dammit, para sosyal.

Because of Bacbacan 2, nauubos energies ko. I always feel like not doing my academic requirements. 177, 198, PI 100. Shet. Nakakatamad.

I just want to graduate. After that i won't need to think about my orgs, my acads, and i could get away from the busy UP life.

Ang sakit sa ulo. Sore head. Nakakapagod.

Weekend Getaway

Ang saya ng weekend ko last Fri-Sat-Sun!

Friday Evening

Overnight Member's Night sa UP ANGKAN! Ang saya saya. Nakainom na naman ako sa wakas. Nanalo pa ako ng "microphone/flash light/lighter-in-one" dahil sa pagiging videoke king ko. Mahilig ba akong kumanta?







Lasing na...



Love You ANGKAN!






BULAGA!





Saturday

We had our first meeting with ANGKAN alumni to discuss plans for first-ever Grand Alumni Homecoming (take note:during my term). Grabe. Nostalgic yung feeling. 1990 tinatag ang UP ANGKAN, and there kasama namin sa meeting yung member from 1994 pa! Na trace na din namin yung mga founders! I am so proud of my ExeComm. And sobrang thankful ako dahil they are very willing to put up UP ANGKAN Alumni Association. Special thanks to our lawyer alumnus!

Ang sarap at ang dami rin nung nilibre nila sa MOA Gerry's Grill. Every month na kami magkakaroon ng alumni meeting until December. Which translates to every month libreng chibog at inom. Saya! ABAM? Can we also do this?

Pictures to follow.


Sunday


Uber sayang bonding with family. Ewan ko nga ba pero extra special for me yung family bonding last weekend. Parang narelieve ako sa stress, crisis, at lahat ng negative energies. May pasalubong pa nga akong dulce de leche sa kanila eh. (Cavitenyo accent)

Mag hahanap pa ako ng family picture na gwapo ako.

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Pero ang pangit dun, i LOST my wallet. Tangina kasi. Pasosyal pa ako. Nagtaxi, ayun nalaglag ang pitaka. May P100 pa yun, andun yung UP ID, Comelec ID, Globe Prepaid card. Hay. I was never meant to be sosyal.

Pero masaya pa rin. Salamat Dear Lord.

Hanggang sa mga susunod na kaligayahan!