Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sick of This

i'm sick and tired of all these games. These games you try to feed me but it feels the same.
- Queen Paranoia, Slapshock


I'm sick. Not because of whatever but because of a fever. Grabe ang lamig, nakakahina ng immune system. From December 28 till now, may sipon pa rin ako. Mawawala, tapos bumabalik pa rin.

What about this sickness?

Nakaka bad trip. Nakakapanghina, nakakapanlambot, nakaka bobo, nakaka walang gana. Tamad na nga ako, natritriple pa dahil sa sipon ko. Gusto kong umabsent pero hindi ko naman magawa. Kung gagawin ko kasi yun, mas mahirap for me.

What made this feeling worse is that i feel like... (emo) parang wala akong mahingian ng help. I want to rest but i can't. I need help, but i don't know to whom i should ask or what kind of help do i really need. Gulo.

175 Case Digest
PI 100 Reading of report
198 Draft
ABAM
Angkan

It makes me feel a little relieved whenever I list down my "deliverables" - responsibilities, ok.

I want to graduate now!


Perhaps tomorrow, or next month, basta sooner.

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Naisip ko bigla how fotunate i am to have something to look forward to. Graduation. In a few weeks, graduate na ako. Apart from this, i am also looking forward to having my own money - working in a prestigious company. But after graduation and after being hired as a management trainee, what else could i look forward to?

Scary.

7 comments:

Gato Cat said...

...weeks to graduate.

Such a nice thought! Meron naman sigurong maloolookforward to pag nagtatrabaho na like... sweldo, promotion. Hehe.

ace.ricafort said...

Hehe. I guess so. Pero unlike nung younger years, unpredictable na yung iloolook forward. Thanks sa copy ng case! ;)

Emm Enriquez said...

woohooo! weeks to graduate!!!

Nimia Gamo said...

No need to be scared. Everything will turn out fine. Just you wait and see.

ace.ricafort said...

Thanks ma'am. ;)

Gato Cat said...

namimid-life crisis ka na ang aga aga!

ace.ricafort said...

ahaha. i hope i'm not.