I feel...

Bored.

First time ever to feel bored while in front of the computer and whole world wide web. I seem not to have anything to do, but of course in reality, i have so much in store to do. I just dont like doing them. Just like a 6-year old brat, i am now throwing my tantrums.

Fat.

I can now feel the lines around my waist and tummy. These lines that never really came into place for the longest time. Or should i say, since 3rd year college. Indeed, each day is my fattest day.

Happy.

Yeah men. Even the most emo post can tell you the writer's happy. Happy because... i can now laugh truly, madly, deeply. Happy that i can now feel that adjustments are now coming into place.

Bobo.

Because i can not think the way i am thinking before. I now can not pretend to be profound.

Sleep deprived.
Alcohol running trhough my veins.

These perhaps are the reasons why.

Am sad. I need ... (thinking for the right word for ahh 5mins) meditation (yeah that's the word) in a far flung place.