Malungkot Ako

Malungkot ako.

Hindi ko naman ma-share.

Pero yes malungkot ako.

Hindi pa rin kasi ako nakakapag-ipon kahit medyo tumaas na income ko.

May mga umuutang pa sa akin, kaya lalo akong di nakaka-ipon.

Ang taba ko na.

Hindi na ulit ako nakakapag-gym, wala pang pang-enroll.

O perang pwedeng waldasin sa mapagpanggap na pag-ggym.

Pero hindi mo halatang malungkot ako di ba?

Kasi alam kong hindi ka tatagal, kung sakaling malaman mo kung bakit.

Pero twing weekend, mukha namang masaya ako.

Makinig ka sa isnaberong boylet mong hindi ka iisnabin basta ika'y masayahin, si Ace Ace Nabero, che, chura nito!

Malungkot pa rin ako.

Ma.

I feel...

Bored.

First time ever to feel bored while in front of the computer and whole world wide web. I seem not to have anything to do, but of course in reality, i have so much in store to do. I just dont like doing them. Just like a 6-year old brat, i am now throwing my tantrums.

Fat.

I can now feel the lines around my waist and tummy. These lines that never really came into place for the longest time. Or should i say, since 3rd year college. Indeed, each day is my fattest day.

Happy.

Yeah men. Even the most emo post can tell you the writer's happy. Happy because... i can now laugh truly, madly, deeply. Happy that i can now feel that adjustments are now coming into place.

Bobo.

Because i can not think the way i am thinking before. I now can not pretend to be profound.

Sleep deprived.
Alcohol running trhough my veins.

These perhaps are the reasons why.

Am sad. I need ... (thinking for the right word for ahh 5mins) meditation (yeah that's the word) in a far flung place.