Whew.
So later, i will be presenting (as an RCBC seller) the bank's Bill Collections services - the facility that allows client Billers to collect payments from payors, that simple.
Puyat na puyat ako this week. Kanina nga pag dating ko natulog na agad ako sa sobrang antok ko. Gumising lang ako around 1am at plano kong mag work sa report ko till morning. 2nd reporter ako.
Medyo masama yata gising ko. Sinisipon ako tapos nalalamigan ako dahil sa ulan. Oh, this is not AH1N1.
Galingan mo Ace! Kaya mo yan! Go go go.
Matatapang, matatalino. Walang takot, kahit kanino. Hinding hindi, magpapahuli. Ganyan kaming mga taga UP! Unibersidad ng Pilipinas!
Pampalakas lang ng loob.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Lack of Sleep
I really can't believe this.
Nag-aaral ako ng todo.
Would you believe, last night, i only had 3hours of sleep because i had to study for an exam? I don't and i can't believe this.
This stint is really transforming me into a person i never imagined to be. (Ram Macapagal?)
For one, i am now used to waking up early.
Then, come to "class" at least 30 mins before the scheduled time.
Then, study hard. so hard. (Our MT Program is designed to be oh-so-competitive.)
Thankfully though, some things still don't change. They can't change.
I still drink a lot, party a lot, smoke a lot. And sleep at around 12midnight.
I miss thinking. I miss having time alone - not "sleepy time" alone. It's as if the only time that i have now is spent sleeping. Or drinking. I miss my old friends. Laugh till my lungs break out.
What's really disapppointing is that i am feeling this stress when in fact my routine right now, if seen from another's point of view, is not stressing at all.
I need guidance. Someone to tell me insightful thoughts.
Nag-aaral ako ng todo.
Would you believe, last night, i only had 3hours of sleep because i had to study for an exam? I don't and i can't believe this.
This stint is really transforming me into a person i never imagined to be. (Ram Macapagal?)
For one, i am now used to waking up early.
Then, come to "class" at least 30 mins before the scheduled time.
Then, study hard. so hard. (Our MT Program is designed to be oh-so-competitive.)
Thankfully though, some things still don't change. They can't change.
I still drink a lot, party a lot, smoke a lot. And sleep at around 12midnight.
I miss thinking. I miss having time alone - not "sleepy time" alone. It's as if the only time that i have now is spent sleeping. Or drinking. I miss my old friends. Laugh till my lungs break out.
What's really disapppointing is that i am feeling this stress when in fact my routine right now, if seen from another's point of view, is not stressing at all.
I need guidance. Someone to tell me insightful thoughts.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
All The Rant In The World
Speaking of rant, which i have seen from a friend's site, i think this should be the time na mag rant ulit ako.
Grabe, i feel so much stress!
Ilista ko nga mga nagpapa-stress sa akin:
1. Exam next Tue & Wed
2. Revalida next Fri
3. Binondo this Fri
4. Walang masyadong gimik
5. Di na nakikita ang mga friends
All this because of RCBC.
I know right. Dati lang masaya ako sa RCBC. Masaya pa rin ako. Stressed lang. Masaya mga officemates ko (yung iba) kaya ayos naman everyday life ko.
Pero stressed ako sa deliberation. Pressured ako maging topnotcher. Pressured na pumasa, in the first place. Pressure. Aha! Yan pala ang nagpapastress sa akin.
Daig ko pa sina nica na mga Law students. Paano na kaya kung ako nasa sitwasyon nila?
TINATAMAD AKOOOOO!
Haha.
Ngayon alam ko na ang sagot kung bakit ako nastre-stress. Tinatamad akong mag-aral ulit dahil palagi ako pagod pag dating ko ng bahay, inaantok pa palagi.
Shit.
Sabog na ako. Wag mo nalang basahin kung naaasar ka na. Outlet ko ito, hindi mo naman kailangan makialam.
Anyway, so, sa Tuesday, may exam kami tungkol sa Anti Money Laundering Act, saka sa Platform Banking System, saka Accounts Opening, saka Consumer Loans (Personal, Auto, Real Estate). Sa Wednesday naman exam sa Traditional Deposits, Cash Management Services, saka Card Transactions.
Ang dami. At tinatamad ako. God.
Paano na gagawin ko? Thursday na bukas. Sa friday, maghapon pa ako sa Binondo. Tapos Uwi ak sa Cavite sa sat, balik naman ng sunday. Bukas magprepresent pa ako sa client call. Na sana naman maging okay kasi dala ko ang name ng RCBC. Tapos next Friday, revalida ko na.
Couldn't it be more stressful, hectic, and pressuring?
Parang finals week lang nung college ang feeling ko ngayon. But unlike before, i can not afford to fail ANY subject. I can not repeat any course.
Good luck Ace! God bless you!
Thanks Ace.
Mas malakas pa yata ang effect ng self-reinforcement sa akin.
Grabe, i feel so much stress!
Ilista ko nga mga nagpapa-stress sa akin:
1. Exam next Tue & Wed
2. Revalida next Fri
3. Binondo this Fri
4. Walang masyadong gimik
5. Di na nakikita ang mga friends
All this because of RCBC.
I know right. Dati lang masaya ako sa RCBC. Masaya pa rin ako. Stressed lang. Masaya mga officemates ko (yung iba) kaya ayos naman everyday life ko.
Pero stressed ako sa deliberation. Pressured ako maging topnotcher. Pressured na pumasa, in the first place. Pressure. Aha! Yan pala ang nagpapastress sa akin.
Daig ko pa sina nica na mga Law students. Paano na kaya kung ako nasa sitwasyon nila?
TINATAMAD AKOOOOO!
Haha.
Ngayon alam ko na ang sagot kung bakit ako nastre-stress. Tinatamad akong mag-aral ulit dahil palagi ako pagod pag dating ko ng bahay, inaantok pa palagi.
Shit.
Sabog na ako. Wag mo nalang basahin kung naaasar ka na. Outlet ko ito, hindi mo naman kailangan makialam.
Anyway, so, sa Tuesday, may exam kami tungkol sa Anti Money Laundering Act, saka sa Platform Banking System, saka Accounts Opening, saka Consumer Loans (Personal, Auto, Real Estate). Sa Wednesday naman exam sa Traditional Deposits, Cash Management Services, saka Card Transactions.
Ang dami. At tinatamad ako. God.
Paano na gagawin ko? Thursday na bukas. Sa friday, maghapon pa ako sa Binondo. Tapos Uwi ak sa Cavite sa sat, balik naman ng sunday. Bukas magprepresent pa ako sa client call. Na sana naman maging okay kasi dala ko ang name ng RCBC. Tapos next Friday, revalida ko na.
Couldn't it be more stressful, hectic, and pressuring?
Parang finals week lang nung college ang feeling ko ngayon. But unlike before, i can not afford to fail ANY subject. I can not repeat any course.
Good luck Ace! God bless you!
Thanks Ace.
Mas malakas pa yata ang effect ng self-reinforcement sa akin.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Reflection Time!
On this day of your life, Ace, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.
There is nothing ''out there'' that's holding you down, - you are limiting yourself only with your own imagination. And your greatest limits are not even the ''cannot'' and the ''should not'', but the places where your imagination hasn't yet gone at all. There has never been a better time for you to open your eyes, let the imagination soar and see what more is possible.... that you are only as free as you imagine yourself to be.
Got this from Facebook. It has somehow inspired me.
Good day!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Retardiness
Fuck.
I was late. For another 13 minutes.
Ubos na yata sweldo ko.
Tomorrow, i wont MRT na. Will bus na lang.
Leave by 6:30 am. Hope to be at the office by 7:30 or so.
Damn MRT! So unpredictable.
Fuck You.
P.S.
So I am really good in Accounting.
My co-MTs can attest to that.
I was late. For another 13 minutes.
Ubos na yata sweldo ko.
Tomorrow, i wont MRT na. Will bus na lang.
Leave by 6:30 am. Hope to be at the office by 7:30 or so.
Damn MRT! So unpredictable.
Fuck You.
P.S.
So I am really good in Accounting.
My co-MTs can attest to that.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Poop Day Three
It feels so much fun to be updating my blog everyday, always with a new story to tell. It's as if my life is becoming more and more fulfilling now (i don't like to use happy, it's an understatement), completely different from what i expected months ago.
So what is it this time?
I listed some journals in my planner kanina, it listed:
So i thought kailangan ko na tumae somewhere. I chose MRT CR. Pag pasok ko naman, ANG DAMING TAO!
Oh my fuck.
Lumabas tuloy ako sa mrt, nasayang ang 10 ko. Naghanap ng CR. Nakita ko ang Jollibee sa Farmers. And presto, tumae ako.
Okay na naman. Nakasakay ako agad sa MRT. Pero God. Late ako ng 12 mins! May bawas! At baka ma demerit ako! FUCK THAT SHIT! As in shit.
And i can't believe i am actually depressed just because I am late. For 12 minutes!
That's it for today.
i just realized now that it's fun pala to be professional. and it's good to be professional. Another lesson learned. I hope it'll not happen again tomorrow, the next day, next week, FOREVER.
sorry for the lack of laman. haha.
So what is it this time?
I listed some journals in my planner kanina, it listed:
- nakakadepress pala ma-late. Sumasakit pa tyan ko. Nasira pa yung dala kong bag.
- (during Anti-Money Laundering) as a bank employee, wag kang tanga!
- (from Sir Nandy) the secret to success - ADAPT!
- I am loving Marketing!
So i thought kailangan ko na tumae somewhere. I chose MRT CR. Pag pasok ko naman, ANG DAMING TAO!
Oh my fuck.
Lumabas tuloy ako sa mrt, nasayang ang 10 ko. Naghanap ng CR. Nakita ko ang Jollibee sa Farmers. And presto, tumae ako.
Okay na naman. Nakasakay ako agad sa MRT. Pero God. Late ako ng 12 mins! May bawas! At baka ma demerit ako! FUCK THAT SHIT! As in shit.
And i can't believe i am actually depressed just because I am late. For 12 minutes!
That's it for today.
i just realized now that it's fun pala to be professional. and it's good to be professional. Another lesson learned. I hope it'll not happen again tomorrow, the next day, next week, FOREVER.
sorry for the lack of laman. haha.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Banker!
Yes. Malapit na akong maging banker. Magbibigay na rin ako ng offer.
Grabe nakakapagod pala talaga magtrabaho. Sobra. Nakakapagod mag MRT! Nakakapagod magbyahe. Nakakatamad gumising ng maaga! (530am ako gumigising, 12am na ako natutulog) Grabe.
Pero masaya kahit papano. Ka-close ko naman mga co-MTs ko. The problem lang eh masyadong serious ang setting kapag may mga mentors na. Ni hindi ako makapag slouch, makapag buka ng bibig para makipagdaldalan, at higit sa lahat, hindi ako makatawa ng malakaaaaas!
Pero ayos na rin. Buhay seryoso na ako. Imagine, never pa ako na late. 8:30 start namin, 8:20 ang latest na log in ko. Tapos nakikinig ako sa klase. nag jojot down ng notes, mamaya mag aadvance reading na ako for tomorrow, tapos halos everyday nag aaral ako ng lessons.
Ayoko naman kasi mapahiya. UP kasi ako (UP tayo). Tapos cum laude pa ako. Ano na lang sasabihin nila kung hindi ko matapos ang program dahil bumagsak ako sa revalidas? Tapos dream ko rin maging topnotcher ng batch (naks!). Medyo matayog ang pangarap na ito pero why dream if you can reach it easily rin naman pala. So dream higher na. At naniniwala rin ako sa sinabi ni Thomas Edison na
So nag aaral ako mabuti para maabot ko ang dream ko. At para dumami ang pera ko. Para makabili na ako ng magandang kotse, kainggit-inggit na damit, machong katawan, at syempre, para mailibre ko kayo.
Speaking of macho, fuck the hell of a shit. Tataba ako. Eh paano ba naman, ang pinaka exercise ko lang sa RCBC eh kumain! Yun lang ang time na kumikilos kami. Fuck the hell of a shit. Sa mga conservative dyan, i bet mapapamura ka rin kung tataba ka at magiging obese ka na.
Miss ko na ang buhay binata. Wow OA ah. Ibig ko sabihin, buhay carefree, modess, at whisper. Bobo, hindi magets.
Miss ko na sina Nica, Caloi, Jam, Ian, Emm, Sharry, Ria, Liel. Sa mga di ko nabanggit, miss din kita, nahiya lang ako ibroadcast.
Till i blog again!
Magaaral pa ako ng Anti Money Laundering Act.
Oops! P.S. Kanina pala, ObliCon at Nego Instruments pinag aralan namin mag hapon. Namiss ko si Ma'am Geli. Pero just like before, hindi pa rin ako nakinig.
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Grabe nakakapagod pala talaga magtrabaho. Sobra. Nakakapagod mag MRT! Nakakapagod magbyahe. Nakakatamad gumising ng maaga! (530am ako gumigising, 12am na ako natutulog) Grabe.
Pero masaya kahit papano. Ka-close ko naman mga co-MTs ko. The problem lang eh masyadong serious ang setting kapag may mga mentors na. Ni hindi ako makapag slouch, makapag buka ng bibig para makipagdaldalan, at higit sa lahat, hindi ako makatawa ng malakaaaaas!
Pero ayos na rin. Buhay seryoso na ako. Imagine, never pa ako na late. 8:30 start namin, 8:20 ang latest na log in ko. Tapos nakikinig ako sa klase. nag jojot down ng notes, mamaya mag aadvance reading na ako for tomorrow, tapos halos everyday nag aaral ako ng lessons.
Ayoko naman kasi mapahiya. UP kasi ako (UP tayo). Tapos cum laude pa ako. Ano na lang sasabihin nila kung hindi ko matapos ang program dahil bumagsak ako sa revalidas? Tapos dream ko rin maging topnotcher ng batch (naks!). Medyo matayog ang pangarap na ito pero why dream if you can reach it easily rin naman pala. So dream higher na. At naniniwala rin ako sa sinabi ni Thomas Edison na
a vision without an action is a hallucination
So nag aaral ako mabuti para maabot ko ang dream ko. At para dumami ang pera ko. Para makabili na ako ng magandang kotse, kainggit-inggit na damit, machong katawan, at syempre, para mailibre ko kayo.
Speaking of macho, fuck the hell of a shit. Tataba ako. Eh paano ba naman, ang pinaka exercise ko lang sa RCBC eh kumain! Yun lang ang time na kumikilos kami. Fuck the hell of a shit. Sa mga conservative dyan, i bet mapapamura ka rin kung tataba ka at magiging obese ka na.
Miss ko na ang buhay binata. Wow OA ah. Ibig ko sabihin, buhay carefree, modess, at whisper. Bobo, hindi magets.
Miss ko na sina Nica, Caloi, Jam, Ian, Emm, Sharry, Ria, Liel. Sa mga di ko nabanggit, miss din kita, nahiya lang ako ibroadcast.
Till i blog again!
Magaaral pa ako ng Anti Money Laundering Act.
Oops! P.S. Kanina pala, ObliCon at Nego Instruments pinag aralan namin mag hapon. Namiss ko si Ma'am Geli. Pero just like before, hindi pa rin ako nakinig.
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